I. Swear.

I swear, I'd never hurt you, because I've been hurt before.
I swear, I'd never leave you, because I've been left before.
I swear, I'd never lie to you, because I've been lied to before.
I swear, I'd never cheat on you, because I've been cheated on before.
I swear, I'd never scare you, because I've been scared before.
I swear, I'd never beat you because I've been beaten before.
I swear, I'd never haunt you, because I've been haunted before.
I swear, I'd never taunt you, because I've been taunted before.
I swear, I'd never betray you, because I've been betrayed before.
I swear, I'd never backstab you, because I've been backstabbed before.
I swear, I'd never mistreat you, because I've been mistreated before.
I swear, I'd never hurt you, because I've been hurt before.
I swear, I'd never leave you, because I've been left before.
I swore I'd never leave you, but you left me cold long ago.

Settle In Seattle.

It's raining men today. None of them are the men I want.
It's raining women today. None of them are the women I want.
It's raining today. Is the earth shedding a tear or two for me?
It's raining today. Is the earth crying it's little heart out for me?

You see, they're all in front of me. Though, I refuse

to settle. I will fight, and I will win this damn battle.

To love is to cause yourself pain. And to cause

yourself pain is to love. Tricky isn’t it?

Do you DARE settle? Do you dare settle for the achievable?
I refuse. I refuse to settle for the achievable. I will reach.

And reach I will damn it. If it's the last thing I do. The things
you say are the things I would do anything to hear. To hear
those words come out of his lips...I'd do anything.

You're on my plate and I'll eat you tonight with the rain

pouring down my eyes. Though, you're not the main dish I want.
You've given me all you've got but you're not what I want. I'm
waiting for the dessert to arrive. I'm waiting for the dessert to eat,
I'm waiting for the dessert to be placed on my seat.

Though, it never arrived. It never did. I just waited. And waited I just did. 

Explosion.

My brain feels like it's about to explode.

100th Post.

Happy 100th Post.
Let's just be happy.
That's all.

Bomb Fires.

Everything just hit me all at once.
What did I do? And how the hell
could I allow myself to be so foolish?

I needed to let it off my chest. I needed
him to know I fell in love with him. Whether
he felt the same way or not. I just hope he
realizes what he's missing out on.

I'm not the person who thinks she's
amazing. In fact, I'm the complete opposite.
However, I will tell you this. You will NEVER
meet anyone, who loved you as much as I did
or still do. Let's just say "we could of had it
all...rolling in the deep"

I fell in love with a man. I fell down because of love
and I'm unable to get out. Over him, I wish
to be. Over him, I'll be eventually.

I gave you all of me. And you just laughed.

The Charmer....

Is In The Lead.

Yet, I know it's wrong
I want to give in to my desire.
It's not too bad to give in...is it?
Will power is overrated anyways. ;) 

The Unique Man Vs. The Charmer.

Have you ever met such an amazing man
that you couldn't classify him as anything other
than the "unique man." You call him this name
because he is different. Different than all of

the other men you have met. There is something
just absolutely breathe taking about this man.
His energy makes you want to dance. His

atmosphere makes you unbelievably comfortable
that you unintentionally blurt out stuff he's not supposed
to know. Everything about this man is stunning. You
can't imagine any other person who would made you
feel this amazing. You smile when you hear his
voice, feeling warmth. He's absolutely gorgeous
from the inside out.

But then...there's another man. There is
the infamous, cliche and generic "charmer."
You're immediately attracted to this man
at the mere sight of him. His sexy gaze is striking.
You obviously know this man is a charmer,
he just can't turn it off but you still manage to
get sucked in. It's only human nature. He makes
you feel special, but he does that to the rest of
the women as well. Even though you know this,
it feels good to feel appreciated right? All of
a sudden you are unaware, twirling your hair,
smiling unconsciously. Your legs are trembling,
your heart it beating, and your eyes are dilating.
Oh, he definitely has you under his charming spell.
He's attractive, sweet, and makes you feel wanted.

Who would you choose?
The Unique Man or The Charmer?