Out Of Breathe.

When I think of him, my heart begins to beat
faster and faster. My hands begins to shake,
my face heats up, my feet turn cold and
my body begins to feel weak.

When I think of him. I need to catch me breathe.
When I think of him, I can't breathe.
When I think of him, I remember our
night together. My fingertips clawing.

I didn't want it to end. It hasn't
reached the time to say goodbye.
It has only reached the time
to say, this has got to end.

My heart is calling.
It whispers I'm falling.

I Will Break.

I am so sick of being in this
little cage that she puts me in.
I am so tired of being put up on
this pedestal that I DON'T
want to be put on.

I am not perfect.
I am nowhere near it.
I make mistakes and I am
fucking HUMAN.

I might hit rock bottom, I might
not reach that point. Who the fuck knows?
AND WHO EVEN CARES??

We live to LIVE, we don't live
to be sheltered in this little cage.
We live to BREATHE and
be ALIVE. What is the point
of living if all we are doing is
trying to just survive.

I am so fucking sick
of living in this bubble.
I need a way to escape.
Now.

Smothered

I beg you. Let me go.
I can't be in this prison any longer.
I want to scream, and I want to shout.
But no one will hear me.

I'm smothered by you.
And by you I am smothered.
Don't get me wrong, I appreciate
you...to an extent.

Let me live dammit, and let me be.
I'm young only once so
please, I beg you.
Let me go.

I love you, I hate you.

Is this a feeling of something
About to happen?
Like snapping out of something I didn't realize I was in.
Was I sleeping?
What? 
How can you be so sure
If you've never been here before?
I don't understand,
It can't be that easy.

I love you I hate you I love you I hate you
I can't keep my hands of you
I love you I hate you I love you I hate you

[Chorus]

Get back, get away from them
It's all wrong 
Keep calm for a moment
Look in my eyes
Get back, get away 'cause
This could get ugly
If you think that I'll let you go
You're out of your mind

Oh my god,
I'm not supposed to say this
'Cause i know that you're trouble but...
Is that your real name and why are you doing this?
And how did I get here?
Ok..no more questions,
No worries
It's destination unknown 
So dive in
The waters great
Listen I'm starting to speak like you

I love you I hate you I love you I hate you
You can do no wrong
I love you I hate you I love you I hate you 

Love Fucks You Up.

His body moves within my veins.
Every breathe I can not take.
His body shivers within my core.
Something, someone I can't ignore.
I try but all that fades to find.
The horrible lies within his eyes.
His body shakes, I can not breathe.
His body moves within my teeth.
His body shakes, I can not breathe. 
I try, but all that fails inside of me.


My veins burst, my heart's still sore.
He's in my life, he's in my core.
My body froze, I can not speak.
The light that moves towards me. 
I will do anything to disagree.
The pain that moves from my spine; down.
To try bend that upside down frown
The body moves outward me.
He's finally setting me free.


My body's cold, I can not breathe.
He finally set me free.
He locked the door to ignore me.
Though, who knew he had the key?

Lovesick.

I miss you
I love you.
I can't have you.

Put this on repeat
and then tell me what
your outcome is.

There is no beauty in the breakdown.
There is just pain, and tears.
I can't live with a broken heart.

Taping and fixing this broken piece of glass.
Alas it will never be as whole as it once was.
Maybe I'm meant to be broken.
Forever emotionally shaken.

Wanting

If you want something bad enough, don't just sit on your
ass all day and wine about it. Don't complain about not
getting what you want and being unhappy. Go ahead
and actually DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!


It's not going to be easy. The road may be a 
road to hell but once you're at your destination
all the hard work will be washed away within
a glimpse of happiness. So please, if you
want something GO AFTER IT.


I don't care how hard it may be. NOTHING
is impossible. Not unless you don't try.
Go after what you want. Make it
happen. And live your life the
way you fucking want to.


Don't let anyone determine
anything for you. That is all.