Content

I am incredibly content with my life as of late.

I am happy and it feels amazing to be happy.

I can be the happiest girl alive if I take one

step...that one step which I am not sure 

I should take. Because if I do...I might 

destroy that "okay" state of mind which

I am currently in. The state of mind that I've

been struggling to reach and once I have reached

this stage its scary, taking any risky steps.
Therefore, my question is, should I take this gamble?

If I take this risk, its either nothing or everything.

If I don't, I stay content, and finally in the stage

of my recovery where I can finally say that "I am okay."

I never thought I'd reach this stage, and I finally have.

To risk it all or not to risk it all? That my dear, is the question.