Unexpected

A very unexpected breakdown happened tonight.

I seem to worry way to much about way too many things.

It's kind of draining, tiring, physically and emotionally exhausting.

I'm scared of the future and what might and might not happen.

I realized I'm still in love with you...but I miss someone else.

I was feeling so happy. I don't know how I got sucked into

this state of worry, paranoia, and lack of confidence again.

I'm too tired to handle all this over and over again. 

I need to mentally calm the fuck down.
My body is exhausted.