The Unique Man Vs. The Charmer.

Have you ever met such an amazing man
that you couldn't classify him as anything other
than the "unique man." You call him this name
because he is different. Different than all of

the other men you have met. There is something
just absolutely breathe taking about this man.
His energy makes you want to dance. His

atmosphere makes you unbelievably comfortable
that you unintentionally blurt out stuff he's not supposed
to know. Everything about this man is stunning. You
can't imagine any other person who would made you
feel this amazing. You smile when you hear his
voice, feeling warmth. He's absolutely gorgeous
from the inside out.

But then...there's another man. There is
the infamous, cliche and generic "charmer."
You're immediately attracted to this man
at the mere sight of him. His sexy gaze is striking.
You obviously know this man is a charmer,
he just can't turn it off but you still manage to
get sucked in. It's only human nature. He makes
you feel special, but he does that to the rest of
the women as well. Even though you know this,
it feels good to feel appreciated right? All of
a sudden you are unaware, twirling your hair,
smiling unconsciously. Your legs are trembling,
your heart it beating, and your eyes are dilating.
Oh, he definitely has you under his charming spell.
He's attractive, sweet, and makes you feel wanted.

Who would you choose?
The Unique Man or The Charmer?

I Hate This Feeling.

I always drive myself insane.

I hate this feeling of happiness

but feeling that there's still something missing.

Searching for it is just as bad. I want

this feeling to go away....now. 

That is all.

When The Sun Hits The Ground.

During the day, I'm okay but when the sun fades away
everything comes traveling up my spine once again.
I haven't talked about "him" in a while, my mind has
been traveling non-stop, trying to circulate around anything
but him or love for that matter. I still miss him and some
nights are truly so much harder than others.

You know what hurts even more? Trying.
It's when I try to find someone and when I do
find someone who makes me happy they're either
not interested, already taken or there's some other conflict
keeping me from being with a person that makes me happy.

I think that's the worst part, is opening yourself up and having
yourself hurt once more. How much can a single broken heart
handle? I don't know, but I'm still breathing and loving life. Nights
like these are just hard sometimes. However, "nothing will keep this
heart from beating." Thank you Mayday Parade.

Nights Like These...

I am Sad.

Strong

I hate seeming weak.

However, I am emotionally drained.

That is all. 

Go Ahead

Go ahead and rip my heart.

I am nothing but your disastrous art.

Show me off and she me proud.

Leave my head up in the clouds
and hear my heartbeat tearing loud.

Go ahead and twist me into pieces.

My body and soul everyday decreases.

Tell me that you love me and lie to my face.

Oh, I thought you wanted the chase?

The game you play, you twist and turn --

every head, every wound, and every burn.

Make us believe that you're in love &

you'll be the only person we ever think of.

Though, that is not the case. We lacked your charm and grace.

Dear heart, don't you cry. You're better off alone, 

rather than being caught in her big web of clever lies.

Roller Coaster.

I've Been Living A Roller Coaster.

A Moody, Amazing & Terrifying Roller Coaster.

The Moment

When you feel your heart dropping, your
mouth drying, your hands shaking and your
body going completely numb...do you
know that feeling? Because I know
it awfully too well...too well.