Why?

Thats the question. Every single
night around this time my heart
begins to swell up and my eyes
begin to burn.

The question is: Why?
Why am I lingering?
Why can't I fall out of love?
Why can't I move on?
Why you? Why YOU?

I swear...I didn't meant to fall in love.
I've noticed almost every single post
is about this man, this man who has
torn me a part from the inside out.
The man who "knows" me from
the inside out...the man who loves
me for who I am but could't stay.

I close my eyes and your face appears.
Theres nothing left of me. Only skins
and bones. There is nothing left
of me. Nothing...in my soul.

Why you?
The universe only knows.